Thoughts and hopes! Dream High!

Affirming to myself  I know who I had and who i didn't and. And who i don't want in my life and who i do.  It's necessary and it's valid.  No need to evade that and i won't betray mysel. I don't live in the past anymore and there's a big future ahead anagha :)  Keep shining 🌟  You don't need old wrecks :)  They ain't your people and honestly changing my number was the best thing that ever happened ;) I know my people the one or two :) Nair, vj, anju, thraya, my family, molus and family :) of course sneha too, a friend i actually count in.  Only people who were there with me in worst times will be able to cherish me. Everything else is just background noise and honestly glad that I've got to realise.  I don't let things start to raise their head after this.  If they want a companionship go else where. I'm not their person or their friend. 

Keep going.  You're closer than ever before. A tiny tiny sprint is all you need my dear princess  Don't let your mind fool you.  Everything you want is on other side of this. Keep going 

Just recovered from this rat race depression. I mean all i want is just a happy little life tbh... The more i kept myself away from shitty people I used to know. People it is my life. And i like to keep it that way.  Well just because you were linked some time in the past doesn't mean you've keep them all along.. Sometimes just have a smile and move on it's that simple.  And the life i just want.. I can't imagine what these fuckers made me go through in this last few months.  My own parents. Their own insanity, well I'm looking forward to inicet because it'll give me an opportunity when I can finally get away from this place. Can't even imagine settling down here .stupid fucking country. I just want a small peaceful life... And Tommy along the way :)