Thoughts and hopes! Dream High!

We are doing great and wow. I'm glad finally you're at peace. I love you kutta ❤️❤️❤️

Five years back, it felt like she fucking lost everything, was living a miserable life, not knowing who she was and what she wants, all it was just seeking validation and seeking a place in this world.. I'm sooo proud my beautiful girl made it :) Most important life is amazing when i quit so many shitty people.. and those ties, it feels like I've discovered the me i always wanted to be. Being unapologetically myself.  Fuck yea man, I've bit or very protective of myself now..I just avoid things and people I don't want, just that's it.  I stopped giving shit, only shit I can give is to the toilet 🚽 now 😂.  Now it's like anagha knows her sense when there's something shitty she do know thing, she knows when to cut it off and stuff. I know there are things she's trying to grow from.. but most from all. She now grew up to be bold, brave and confident and I'm glad she realised her potential. And never ever lose touch with things you love, I mean the books...

March was actually hard okay.  Feb last was when dad went to Kashmir and I stayed at molus. It was good day with her. I do miss her. But mentally it was so challenging. Some fucking driving and shit, took a toll on my mental health, but see. It also helped you grow right on a brighter side.  March was hard. I mean i was just starting to learn, I thought I'd be easier. But my mind was just learning to learn.  Then towards the last of March, actually, I am glad, I was able to keep myself on a postive note, good habits, reading mindset and also power of thinking, I'm so glad I was superb happy then :)  I did discovered a part of me tbh which I have never did in the past years. And also.. kozak tula :) well that redditor was great. And then April.  Was great :)  I remember that day we went to see sabu Chetan and megha chechi, they were amazing and truly I had great time with them, but on April 7 or something honestly coming back I was feeling so bad about stayi...

Your mind is everything!  You've the decision.  I know past few days has been tough, perhaps think of it as a relief for a few days. Something that helped you get back on track.  Now say no more. No need to over exaggerate it okay.  When you were struggling when you were at your least points these people weren't there. I know people have their priotiies.  I fucking hope he don't really disturb me untill my exams tbh. Because this is fucking important for me and all that I care about that's it.  Perhaps now just keep it cool. If they are gonna text again, I'll tell, the necessary..now just don't over react.  Glad to get back my anagha on track :)  Just see it as an inspiration or something to get back on track that's it!  Now chill kutta you're gonna be fine. But also be the hardest working person you know. Work damn bloody hard.  Work hard damn bloody hard.  It's ain't to show off or anything. But yoh need something you earned by yo...

It's been hell of a ride past one week seriously, I know I've been through worse but psychologically I was so ruined.  Fear has entered me taken me down, I was germaphobic, I was scared of insects, and so many catastrophic thoughts.  Seriously it's been a tough time. I'm glad exam got postponed tbh. If things went that way it would have ruined me. I don't wanna be delusional but rather I'd like to say thanks to that invisible energy.  I don't think it's something like these scriptures or religion or stupid people say. It's more like some good energy that's rooting for you. It just keep you sane.  Thanks buddy for having my back when I was at the worst.  Anagha is back to being fine. Yay. I'm happy for her.  She'll do great! Just be positive and hopeful.  Also remember to kick off anything that doesn't sync with you.  Because you're at an amazing place now. Don't ever let any assholes ruin that. Keep working and studying. I...