Thoughts and hopes! Dream High!

Life is too short to fall for people who don’t love you loudly, or for relationships that don’t set fire to your soul. Our time on this earth is impermanent, and in the short years we must love fearlessly. The person you’re meant to be with will challenge you, will push you, will make you crazy and happy and confused, and show you what real, complicated love is. The person you’re meant to be with will terrify you because they make you feel something. So this is what you need to know about love you must always chase the person who scares you. Don’t settle for comfort because it’s familiar. Don’t be content with what you know because there’s a world out there waiting for you. And life’s too short not to pursue that. Fall for the person who terrifies you because they have new ways of looking at the world, because they are different, because there is some unexplainable connection that is pulling you back to him or her, no matter how much you try to deny it. Fall for the person who terrifie...

Feel yourself  Love yourself  Hold yourself high You're anymore that little girl who hides behind her mother, you're a women remember that.  Let your good decisions guide you.  Value yourself.  Don't let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve it. You absolutely deserve it that's why you reached this far in life.  Dont waste your mf time on timepass guys, remember you dont want to settle for anything less! Keep your goals high, and your wait worth. Life is all about struggling through hard time and enjoying the little happiness. Life - A only chance, only once we live here, we don't know what happens after that, , so As we grow up, absorb good things as much as possible. Some bad people comes in between who make you feel terrible, but they come to teach you, never be like them, never! Let them go, you're living your life, it's your story, let that sideline character go away. There can be happy times, bad times, disappointments, betrayal, people criti...

The irony of life is its is half lived, before we realise what life is.! Many wouldn't get it! Even I dont gt the symbolism because I'm not yet wise enough to know what life is  that's why I'm still worrying about my little issues instead of working on it.

I’m no poet. I’m no writer. I’m not a talented individual I just have chaotic thoughts that flow through my being, my soul I just speak what I believe to know. I’m not wise I wish I was more concise However mundane this form of expression may turn out to be, for me It’s worth trying to put what’s in my head to text for people to see Some say pen to paper, I say keyboard to finger For we are the future We need not swing an ancient sword, a metaphorical inc and quill We have plenty of weapons of the modern era that plague us, make us ill I don’t mean guns or bombs, but rather the weapons of the mind We must develop vision from a time when we were once blind The world still reeks of the smell of ignorance It remains because society encourages it’s permintance We have the writings of so many great philosophers We have the language and history of so many cultures We have more information than any previous generation I say we use it, combined with our imagination That’s our eras issue, is ta...

Life sucks isn't? I'm lonely inside my mind..  A broken piece.. I wouldn't call myself a piece of shit, because I worth something maybe.. j A Tired young heart Stupid enough to fall for those charming kind of guys  Yes, I cry over boys because I want to feel something, other than this lonliness I thought he would be mine someday, but he dont feel the same way about me.. I wish I could escape from here and this pain..  U know I love my parents. I'm thankful to them for everything..  They sacrificed a lot to grow me and my brother.. but they failed to grew us, emotionally. Their tainted marriage and frequent quarrel was a bad example for me.  Bad childhood traumas corrupted my personality and my thinking, I feel like everything is my fault, and I dont feel good about me at all.  People used say I was ugly, it affected my whole personality and the perspective towards the world, I felt, if I was not pretty, I'm good for nothing, that was deep rotted in my mind ...

I'm really wondering why all the bad and sad things just happening to me? Though I'm really a nice person..    I wish I could cry like a baby, and nobody will consider me weak then.. Being an adult, everyone considers a crying person weak, sometimes i wait till night to cry alone.. asking myself why the fuck I'm not good enough at anything..  I wish I had the balls to kill myself, but I dont know, something is stopping me..

Okay, the problem is the guys I'm into is not interested in me.. See being a young girl of 20 we always fall for sweet charming youthful boy, so am I..  I easily catch feelings for him.. The saddest part I they dont feel the same for me. I'm very stupid, that I make them my only source of happiness, overthink about him, day dream about him.. and what not, marriage, a whole future and scenarios with him and eventually when he let me down, like when they lose interest in me and text late or not at all. Finally when they ghost me i can't bear the pain..  So that left me in broken pieces.  These all are generally happening in online life, because real life too i get attracted to guys, but i dont have the balls to talk to them or so.. I'm so shy and awkward so I even dont or never had any guy friends.   I'm now just broken, the 2 guy I was into let me down.  They dont feel the same I feel for them, they dont have the enthusiasm to talk to me at all.  One of...

I wish I had someone to say all this..   My stupid moron friends.. and colleagues they don't care at all.. My family .. they wouldn't get it... You tell me, whom should I look up to...  There's not even a soul with whom I can share what's going inside stupid sensitive heart of mine. Sometimes I just wish I was dead so I don't have to bear this pain of loneliness..   Just a sad soul left on this earth, filled with people.. but nobody wants to listen to her.. Why??? I may not be that pretty but I have a good heart which nobody care to listen to.  Everything is useless rn...  •Career.. why in this career if this doesn't make me happy..  •Why Having that long list of friends if they doesn't care to listen to u.. •Why having a family if they doesn't care to understand you..  yeah I respect family incase my wonderful parents trying their best to give me what their little girl wants.. incase of food, clothes, all facilities to study, wonderful home,...