All is that I know nothing! It's too easy to become proud of little you know.
But how funny it is for early all years of our life, it's that we are gaining experiences and just knowing to be you and how to make better decisions and grow and you know how to just survive life.
I know life is a beautiful beautiful thing! I have been blessed with truly wonderful family if I'm being honest, I haven't really made know what's it is not to struggle.
Well I am not all blessed in some other ways, I had struggle so much with my self esteem, I just didn't knew who i was for the 24 years of my life. Only very recently I started to love myself and you know who I am. It's been a journey. Truly a journey of learning and unlearning. It's so crazy like how they say, we know up, imbibe and for teenage you struggle to find the you, and early 20s your transformative year. Personally 21 to 24 was horrible as well. 24 was fun, but I was too superficial.
In life what we all should be looking for is the redemption. The ability to know you, carve the better you. When I say you, it means mentally, emotionally, when you're nice to people, when you know how to make critical decisions, when you do real things without being a asshole.
It's something we learn with years. I don't know about others who might have gotten good parenting or something. Perhaps they have it all figured by the time they are 24.
Well my parents are great now but doesn't mean it always was. No judgements to them because they are just learning too.
It's not even big things we want in life, but by conditioned by this society, stress anxiety, incompetence, the rat race.. it all stuck you sometimes and we become moroon we shouldn't be.
Well I'm not saying I'm marron but lately I had to cut off something's for the very thing called my career and more importantly my inadequacy and overthinking struggling with that I had cut off some people and things.
Well what I was saying was, it's not even
I mean when i look at my younger version or me an year back, absolutely shallow person. And ignorant of the life. Basically just living a superficial.
I'm not saying now I'm having a perfect life. But you know past few months of staying at home was horribly bad. It gave me a kick to look into my own life and how terribly controlled was it.
Attention seeker, validation, into superficial things, really so many low quality things I was into. .
Well I'm not saying all that are horrible things but tbh as someone with more atleast a little bit more wisdom or some maturity it was all so childish i
Guess childish me got to do it. But now I have changed a immense..
Well, I'm truly grateful now for everything I'm now :)
I got to grow up.
It's never going to be the perfect there after. It's always transformative. Life is, change is the only constant 🪄 and that's the magic. An year or two back I didn't even understand that. But now I understand that very very much 🙃
Change is the only constant 🪄
I'm not saying I'm not better than anybody or anything. All I strive to be is being better than who i was . Which I'm definitely happy about!
Repeating! Well what did you learned about past experience? So let that teach you.
One thing I am truly proud about is, I always had some infliction towards self improvement. A few years back I just didn't know how to approach.
Books truly give you wings. There are plenty of things how to. How to know me, how to do life. Which definitely these books made me aware about!
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