Absolutely YES!! i really wish i met someone so like me. Someone with same taste of music, same level of sarcasm so we get same jokes and click same memes. Someone with whom i can talk out my opinions and stupid thoughts without a fear of judgement and a second thought!!
I honestly agree the person i’m with my colleagues or family is’nt really the exact me! there is always some distance i can’t be the real me with them!
So yes, Here i’m meeting the Other me! i just wanted to let go of things in my mind…
We will talk about our dreams, inner desires, inner dirty jokes, all sarcasm, talk about people i despise and the reasons why, we may talk about god, i’m gonna tell her all my childhood traumas, embarrassing incidents, my crushes, REWIND on my life since the day i was born*( as far as i can remember) to till date.
▪ Future Travel plans, where i wanna go, place where i like to be buried after i die
▪Family and career plans.
▪ We gonna roast people i despise.
▪ we gonna talk about spirituality, god, bible, religion, i must tell her the things i dislike about myself and things i love about me.
▪ Gonna talk about my fears, coming up with ideas to face it and overcome.
▪Gonna talk about first crush and the least memories i have of them! We will talk endlessly about random things. then at some point Silence is better, observing the world together, we will remain silent and stare at each other, for no real reason!
▪ Gonna talk about my favourite topics without having a feeling of weirdness, about sleep paralysis, Astral projection, Existence of ghosts, Nihilism, ideas for room decoration, our favourite Cartoon shows in childhood, gonna talk about all untravelled mysteries we have in mind.
▪ Gonna tell her, that how much my family means to me, though i’m mischievous and a brat sometimes, but deep inside i love my family a lot, without them i’m nothing!!
▪ we will go for shopping, travel to some old age home. volunteer for some cause. we will go out for a walk, then to beach and watch sunset.
▪ will watch all horror movies which i always wanted to watch earlier but have’nt seen because fear hindered me.
▪ we will do combine study and help each other to understand things better, there is no point of feeling inferior.
▪Talk about the bucket list!! - and here is a bit of my bucket list
wants to visit Eiffel tower, top most priority goes to it, a selfie from there and gonna upload in social media to make haters wonder :) , Likes to visit Italy, Norway, Iceland, Alberta, Thailand, Maldives , Andes mountain trekking, Mt. Everest , to USA, hawai islands, Bora bora , expedition to Bermuda triangle, scuba diving, sky diving and so on!! would love to attend an Concert someday, would like to go for a party someday and just be myself, without shyness i wanna just dance for me!
also Finally buying Own car, Own house, buying my Favourite things and decorating my home and bedroom, going Tour with Amma and Acha , Birthday gift to parents, i’ve never been so close to them so someday i want to surprise them!
Honestly yea, with this other me, i’m no more shy, i speak out my mind without the fear of what this person is gonna think of me and that’s the kind of person i always wanted in my pretty dry life :(
( in real life we hide a lot while interacting with people, at times we often say something different than what we have in mind, because they would’nt really get what u meant, so have to realize Not Everyone is in your Wavelength)
People who got such a significant other with whom you can express yourself without a hindrance are really lucky! and unfortunately, not everyone got the same degree of luck.
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