Craving to Write!

Exactly i dont know what else to write! But have plenty of things in mind craving to write!

Sometimes i feels so dumb! Exactly right now.. i dont know what i want in life!! Just going behind the herd i think! Of course career is very awesome! But i m disturbed! I dont know who i am!! I trust what they say about me! Still its a confusing question to answer 'what i want in life!' Idk may be i say like a happy good life, help people, travel etc!
And love life - in a word it is "rottened" seriously yaar? No hah! Idk may be everything is infatuations! I have to wait untill i meet the Mr.Right. i have to stop falling for superficial reasons! There will be someone whose soul matches my mind and ideas!!
 Exactly whats life's purpose i wonder?
I m like a ordinary teen like everyone! Filled with bit of kindness, ego, selfishness, arrogance, sweetness, soberness ..  a kind of mix! So under the skies, we all people are so different everyday busy with achieving some or the other goals! And so different! In this journey few people are always there to support and love us! Who we call family and sometimes some honest friends( that's very rare!) Else every other people are just some people who are just not bothered about us! And there some people who are born to be against us! Always judge us and don't like us for no reason! Exactly i don't know what's their problem is *sighs* !
And parents! God i wanna thank you for that special gift! I don't deserve them because they are such a kind and good people!

 

Deep in my heart! I wanna say what i want from life! JUST BE A GOOD GIRL! A GOOD DOCTOR! TREAT MY PATIENT'S KINDLY! BE A GOOD PERSON INSIDE AND OUTSIDE! HONEST WITH MY GOD! I DON'T WANT TO BETRAY ANYONE! I am a poor soul! I might appear like a attitude girl because i m so introverted! Well no , i m a poor soul! Who's in this earth trying from her part and giving contributions from her part to make world a better place! I have no grudge against anyone! Just want to a nice person that's all!
*smiling peacefully* !
Everything is temporary, everything will slide! Love will never die! Smile please!