we think like that about ourselves because someone has convinced us and we started to believe in that. stand in front of a mirror and then look yourself in the eyes and ask: "have i ever checked that information? is that really true for me? do i like my liver? yes although i have never seen it. then why i wouldn't like my face and my body? i am perfect just the way i am! why would i be so harsh toward myself? my body is just doing their job and it keeps me alive. my body is not the problem. my problem are my thoughts and i will and i can change them. why do i think negative when that makes me unhappy and then i am attracting more unhappiness! that is enough! i wanna change my way of thinking and i can do it! each day i will find something that i like on my face or on my body. see? i guess that i like myself after all. that love will spread to other parts of my body. in the end i will love myself unconditionally. i love you and i am beautiful! i am smart and i won't allow that my insecurities are ruining my life and make me unhappy! i am stronger than them! and i am grateful because i am alive!"
Five years back, it felt like she fucking lost everything, was living a miserable life, not knowing who she was and what she wants, all it was just seeking validation and seeking a place in this world.. I'm sooo proud my beautiful girl made it :) Most important life is amazing when i quit so many shitty people.. and those ties, it feels like I've discovered the me i always wanted to be. Being unapologetically myself. Fuck yea man, I've bit or very protective of myself now..I just avoid things and people I don't want, just that's it. I stopped giving shit, only shit I can give is to the toilet 🚽 now 😂. Now it's like anagha knows her sense when there's something shitty she do know thing, she knows when to cut it off and stuff. I know there are things she's trying to grow from.. but most from all. She now grew up to be bold, brave and confident and I'm glad she realised her potential. And never ever lose touch with things you love, I mean the books...
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