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oh my bad days


No matter how much people compliment or says I'm good. I'm shit fucked up.. I'm always ugly.. sometimes extreme.. ugly af! I wish I was pretty! I'm never comfortable in my skin! My all issues in life is due to my low self esteem which is in turn due to my poor looks. I can barely go out in public because I feel like people won't like me😭😭😭🤧. I feel like people are always judging me. If I go like this I will never have a good life.. this 20years of my life is full of insecurities and inferior complex. I don't know will someday someone will accept me for who I am! And someone who says I'm good enough! I have no hope of finding true love..These generation genuine love is rare Good and bad guys and everyone goes behind good looks! .. They re like Pretty girl=True love. The one who gets the genuine guys are lucky girls. I envy. I was too desperate for someone's attention and appreciation as every 20yr old is. but I'm so unlucky.. my life sucks!
People before u judge people who don't look good. this bad looks I got is not because I'm a bad person or neither because of our bad deed we are born this way.. God want us to be like this . And so please stop judging or mocking at us! GOD IS GREAT! we never know his reasons..
I WISH I WAS A STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMEN! like they say in quote and all..

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