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At this daring age we feel like lust is love. 
But it isn't,  love is different. The way I fall for again and again for someone's pretty look or continuous stalking or sweet talk with them doesn't really mean you're in love. It just mean that you're trapped! Trapped in a vicious circle of obsession!

Real love is when the other person is ready to sacrifice anything for you, staying by your side, your worries means theirs, they know what's good for you, advices you for your well being than staying together and waste each others time, try to bring out the better and stronger you, motivates to study and build a future than dreaming a family life together. The way they cares for your feelings. And you really mean something more than a piece of thing to get laid with. 
He should be able to see her naked soul than imagining her naked body.
Tbh I never fell in true love yet, as of in romantic way. But yes I've true love for my parents and my family. 
It doesn't mean true love always have to be come from opposite sex in a romantic way. 
It could be my mother's caring and the risks she took to grew me. 
It could be my dad working hard for my well being and bright future. 
It could be my grandmother spending her time to cooking for me and family, though she is already tired.
It could be my granpa once tried to bring me chocolates everyday because he wanted to see my smile. 
It could be my best friend trying to console me and pouring out positive thoughts on me. 
It could be anyone who is sacrificing all their priorities for you and being there for you selflessly.
So far I've seen true love from my family only. Every other human out there is quite selfish as we all are. Landing on shoulders for their own benefits and selfish needs. 
Barely humanity exist these days. 
They have their own ego's. 
Even in self proclaimed so called true lover's eventually leave each other. Because there were no true love. It was all lust for superficial needs.
I don't think I need to settle for a temporary thing. 
Yes. As a human I'm trying my best to be a humble human and trying to crush my ego and be there for people who even despise me. 

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