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I really really hate them. They are the reason why I'm sad and I'm wasting time on internet. So instead of studying..  I try to talk with people online to distract myself.
Wish I had good friends. Honestly idk why they find me uninteresting or dont like me much! I'm completely normal and I'm pretty interesting to myself.

I find no interest in what they talk. They talk all dumb shit. I've no interest in thier dumbshit.
They dont want to listen to what I want to say. When I'm with their group I've no voice. They don't even care. They are so fake.
I really wish I had a friend who have same enthusiasm and love for the topics I'm in.
My friends make my life miserable.
I've to spend my college times with them. So I'm even hating my career because of people there.
Honestly it's a long time ever since I laughed genuinely. I'm tried of faking smile for those bitches.

I've hatred maybe because of all the loneliness and avoidance I get from them. When I'm with them they even don't realise I exist there..
Fuck I hate them!!!
Wish I really had interesting people in my real life.
But I love my family. They are really good. I'm still alive because I don't want to make my parents sad nor neither dont want to see my enemies laughing when I give up.
Wish life was better!!!!!! Rn I'm dead inside!!

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