I'm sorry if this sound dumb! I don't know to whom should I say this.
I'm a sad fragile girl. I get sad very easily. Little things affect me very much. I'm always stressed, I care too much, I hold grudges, i make assumptions quickly and defend them vehemently, I blame other people for how they make me feel, so everything is a mess in my life. I get mad at things very easily. So I don't think boys really care about it as much I do.
To be honest, a relationship is something where we can get all peace and warmth and forget about all other worries. But for me the relationship is the stress itself.
So I've been talking to this guy lately. And I kind of like him. But I don't think he can manage me and my feelings. He might like me but don't really take my feelings seriously!!!
He is rather carefree. Just opposite of me. Even if he ask I'm okay.. still I don't think it's enough or adequate for me. I want more caring. Someone to tell me I'm the best I'm okay.. I'm doing good. I'm not that bad. I need someone to assure me everything will be alright. But this guy doesn't seem to help me in that way.. he is rather interested in other things and talking random stuff than my mental health. Doesn't want to know the deep of craters in my mind. He just know only 2% of me. He is just content with that. Even not bothered to know more.
He might have a idea to start a family with me and live a good life. But what for? I'm dead inside. I've a hard time with my colleagues and loneliness in college. I even don't trust myself and my abilities.
I want him to be more emotional supportive but it seems like he can't give what I really wanted. He is rather interested in something else. Btw he is a good and genuine guy. He makes me laugh always.
But maybe I may not be the right person for him. He deserves a carefree girl like him. Thats why I'm saying.. I don't deserve anything. I'm a burden. I care even the little things he doesn't care. I get really sad and distracted if he fail to text me in time. I expect some texts and questions from him. I want him to be more curious about me. I've too much expectations right. It won't never end good ik. That's why I'm saying I will be a burden to that guy. I will mess even his life with my pessimism.
I take relationship too seriously. It affects my daily day to day activities and I can't even study. I overthink a lot. I feel like checking him out etc. So relationship is even affecting my own life badly and my career.
TL;DR - The guy I like doesn't seems to take my emotional health seriously. He is rather carefree. Doesn't care much about why I'm sad. Btw I'm naturally a sad person. I'm easily affected by little things in life and I care too much!! I don't think he can handle me.
I'm a sad fragile girl. I get sad very easily. Little things affect me very much. I'm always stressed, I care too much, I hold grudges, i make assumptions quickly and defend them vehemently, I blame other people for how they make me feel, so everything is a mess in my life. I get mad at things very easily. So I don't think boys really care about it as much I do.
To be honest, a relationship is something where we can get all peace and warmth and forget about all other worries. But for me the relationship is the stress itself.
So I've been talking to this guy lately. And I kind of like him. But I don't think he can manage me and my feelings. He might like me but don't really take my feelings seriously!!!
He is rather carefree. Just opposite of me. Even if he ask I'm okay.. still I don't think it's enough or adequate for me. I want more caring. Someone to tell me I'm the best I'm okay.. I'm doing good. I'm not that bad. I need someone to assure me everything will be alright. But this guy doesn't seem to help me in that way.. he is rather interested in other things and talking random stuff than my mental health. Doesn't want to know the deep of craters in my mind. He just know only 2% of me. He is just content with that. Even not bothered to know more.
He might have a idea to start a family with me and live a good life. But what for? I'm dead inside. I've a hard time with my colleagues and loneliness in college. I even don't trust myself and my abilities.
I want him to be more emotional supportive but it seems like he can't give what I really wanted. He is rather interested in something else. Btw he is a good and genuine guy. He makes me laugh always.
But maybe I may not be the right person for him. He deserves a carefree girl like him. Thats why I'm saying.. I don't deserve anything. I'm a burden. I care even the little things he doesn't care. I get really sad and distracted if he fail to text me in time. I expect some texts and questions from him. I want him to be more curious about me. I've too much expectations right. It won't never end good ik. That's why I'm saying I will be a burden to that guy. I will mess even his life with my pessimism.
I take relationship too seriously. It affects my daily day to day activities and I can't even study. I overthink a lot. I feel like checking him out etc. So relationship is even affecting my own life badly and my career.
TL;DR - The guy I like doesn't seems to take my emotional health seriously. He is rather carefree. Doesn't care much about why I'm sad. Btw I'm naturally a sad person. I'm easily affected by little things in life and I care too much!! I don't think he can handle me.
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