I'm really wondering why all the bad and sad things just happening to me? Though I'm really a nice person.. I wish I could cry like a baby, and nobody will consider me weak then.. Being an adult, everyone considers a crying person weak, sometimes i wait till night to cry alone.. asking myself why the fuck I'm not good enough at anything.. I wish I had the balls to kill myself, but I dont know, something is stopping me..
Five years back, it felt like she fucking lost everything, was living a miserable life, not knowing who she was and what she wants, all it was just seeking validation and seeking a place in this world.. I'm sooo proud my beautiful girl made it :) Most important life is amazing when i quit so many shitty people.. and those ties, it feels like I've discovered the me i always wanted to be. Being unapologetically myself. Fuck yea man, I've bit or very protective of myself now..I just avoid things and people I don't want, just that's it. I stopped giving shit, only shit I can give is to the toilet 🚽 now 😂. Now it's like anagha knows her sense when there's something shitty she do know thing, she knows when to cut it off and stuff. I know there are things she's trying to grow from.. but most from all. She now grew up to be bold, brave and confident and I'm glad she realised her potential. And never ever lose touch with things you love, I mean the books...
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