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What is the use if 95% of the contacts are useless.. 
Idk for the sake of their status viewing they r on my conatcts..  no use at all. 
Maybe for any immediate use.. but.. what for if I have a emergency.. no

Also I seriously believe my parents deserve a better kid than me.. 
I ain't a good one. They deserves someone who love them.. 
Someone who respects them 
Maybe I think still they like me because I'm just born to them..

I wish I had a best friend to tell everything
I wish I had a boyfriend with whom I can share everything 
Someone with whom I can send memes 
Someone with whom I can text whatever I have on mind
Someone with whom I can ask opinion about my profile pics before uploading 

I wish I was prettier. 
I wish I loved myself better. 
I wish I was something. 
Now I'm nobody, easily replaceable and unlovable

Why is it so easy to kill my happiness and get sad?
Nobody cares, so I should stop uploading my feelings and memes on WhatsApp. 
Nobody cares. Just you're wasting your reputation posting clingy sad posts. 
Don't let them know how weak and fragile you're. Because it easy makes easy for them to break you. 

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