me as a person lived about 21 years in this earth so far, i think my dream now is to acquire more knowledge as much as possible, acquire wisdom not really for fame or to be better than others, to get to know more about all those things which fascinate me, lately idk physics, learning more about universe, galaxy, sky, sun, philosophy, life, death, society, evolution, how world departed like this, etc interests me so far, i think the family and bad school failed to bring out the interets and enthusiam in me as a kid, i was a shy sad kid always stayed behind never discovered my enthusiam, also considered myself low, now as ive grown up and wiser im realising many things about life, idk many materialistic things me and other humans do seems very meaningless and stupid to me,

but yes i sort of didnt mean like they have to leave all worldly pleasures but if they shows interets in knowledgable things life will be great but yes thats all for good, if world wasnt a ugly place like now some great minds wouldnt have got ideas to think differently and yes thats why they thought differently and are special, so yea rest 97% humans are idiots real idiots.

well yea now im already preoccupied with this medicne thou i partially like, maybe fully not for sure. so i got no time for other enthusiams well let it be i wish i will be able to learn more about it latter on,

i wish i had a mentor or someone knowledgable in my childhood who would had guided me and would bring out the passions and made develop wiser as a kid, instead i faced all those brainless monsters and i was suppressed also stupid movies, medias, current trends, serials, people talking about celebrites, etc once blinfolded my mind and eyes, now they cant anymore i grown up wiser, started to be wiser when i was 15 i guess, since i joined new school got me more time to think, seclusion made me wiser and made me to think also thanks to quora, in older school for sure i was a side line character in evryones life and a supressed and oppressed by everyone, well as i started to be wise i realised the value of everything and self, now. 

thou i was once stupid like rest, so that part still predominate in me so i can be a materialistic and a idiot too because im surving in this world and influenced by everything around.