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When your dreams all fail, when your expectations were not met 

you're disappointed 

You've no choice but to fake smile and continue with this burden of sadness

Your self esteem is trying to drag you down each time..

You see happy people all around when you open social media, you start comparing your lonely sad ass life to the fake life they are portraying on social media. You feel terrible and cry yourself to sleep..

You wish there was someone in real life who would understand you, but lack of such relation is making you feel lonelier so you go in search of love you're not getting from real life. 

You vent your feelings all over internet to feel validated because you're insecure and have no one to appreciate you..

Well this is life...A dreadful journey.  

In this heat of youthfulness you get into traps and priorities are fucked up. 

You are even forgetting the people who raised you,

Your priority for your family is at the lowest? Why?

You even don't know why you're sad, 

You don't know who you're.

You're trying to hide from everything and everyone.

Away from all sick thoughts, but pain and problems are inevitable, it starts to haunt you as soon as you wake up each day.

Fake people are pretending to be my friend and showing fake sympathy which they didnt even meant..

Well, I don't have much to say, but I wish I was happy

:)

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