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Once again thank you guys.

Once again thank you guys, you guys did a amazing job and made me happy. 
Those every single wishes meant a lot, even the people from whom it was unexpected and those tons of status from u all made me really happy. 
And seniors, thank you... I'm glad, I never thought I meant this much to you all. 
I thought i was a side line character to everyone's lives. Now glad, god proved me wrong. 
I gotta remember " Always remember, you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, smarter than you think, and loved more than you know." 
I couldn't be more happier than this. 
I believe it's my gods work, he had seen my tears, i cried a lot in the morning, it was a deep crater in my heart, he couldn't bear the pain I was undergoing I wanna first of all thank my jesus for making me realise how much I'm loved and wanted than I thought. How much my jesus loved me. Thank you...😭😭😭😭
I could realise now all my unwanted thoughts were bullshits, they are all kind and amazing people, earlier my mind was in a bad place and my overthinking got me all the unwanted stupid depression. 
New Anagha, 21, wiser, more compassionate, not a over thinker, should be grateful for her amazing life, thankful to such a amazing achievements and family and friends, dont be blind to the lovely things around you. 
Don't chase wrong priorities. 
I want to study and be passionate about medicine, to be a good empathetic doctor, be a diligent hard working girl, to grow into a stronger courageous brave woman :)
To be a good Christian, to do nothing against my morals..
Love and respect your parents, be obedient to them, dont shout or argue with them.
Building my self esteem, stop shyness, there is no hindrance, be amazing :) you're wanted. 💛☺😊
Be a good person in the end.
21st Anagha couldn't be more happier and grateful than this!!!
You're all amazing. ☺😊

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