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First of all thank you lord, I'm able to appreciate who I'm and in love with the process who I'm becoming.. during the first year of college and even upto September of 2020 I was in a bad state emotionally, I dont know how to explain but all my vents would say a lot about my emotions that time. Eventually and finally I'm glad that I've grown up from that..  it feels so good that I got back that old motivated, goal filled Anagha back..πŸ˜ŠπŸ€— I'm happier and doing better than I ever was.. 
Emotional stable, motivated enough, I've goals to reach, I'm striving to becoming a better version of me. I'm knowing the importance of Me, loving who I'm, not caring much about what world thinks of me. Not overthinking about all nuisances what people create around me which often disturbs my mental peace, I'm able to love who I'm and able to avoid toxic social media and having a control
 Thanks to lockdown it really did a great job, I'm able to love and know the importance of Self. I know my worth and goals. And ofcourse I should start to be myself when I'm around people. I'm a women of worth. Finally.. happy that I'm able to enjoy the process of becoming a doctor and loving every inch of my career and this learning process. Not anymore gonna go back to that old me.
That 12th grade motivated Anagha is back but with more stronger and better version.✌😌
My life is about me, and yea I dont care what others are doing .  All I want is to fulfill my goals. Eventually find a good life partner, be a good daughter to my parents and take care of them in old age. Not sure about going abroad plans.  I dont want to let my old parents stay here all alone . :( that's the biggest commitment. So I hope god will guide me. My God knows what future hold. I never want to do bad. Help me to grow into. Worthy and a amazing positive women. 10 years from now I can see myself as a confident and strong womenπŸ˜‡ who is striving hard to get all her dreams together. 
Just don't al into traps. Keep your heart safe untill you find a man of worth..  :)

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