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October 26 11:27am

I'm enjoying who I'm, in a process to become the better me, trying to control my emotions and overthinking.. loving who im. Embracing my flaws and finding beauty in who im..
There's no better Anagha than this flawed anagha.. she is who she made from all the mind wars and struggles she went through.. on a surface level you may not know her, but she is special as everyone is..  she is unique.. she is who she should be.
I'm the daughter of thousand storms and naked truths.. 
She love who she is and where is at the moment. Life is what you make out of it, so do good deeds, outshine your capabilities and know your potential. Become a better version of who you could ever be..😊
And here I'm realising how grateful i should be. I've a great life. Amazing career, good intellect, surrounded by amazing family and some good friends:)
Your worth is seen in your ability to think and process it. And not in all the flawed shits you throw around in social media. Spiritual relationship is amazing..  and that's what I crave.. I hope someday I will find my better half. Untill then I'm in the process of building that worthy Anagha and building me up🤘. I love who I'm. 
I'm grateful for this beautiful place I'm living in.. I'd say it's a great city to grow up around and scenic beauty.. although not extra amazing landscapes but something a normal average person like us can live around in peace..😘
This blue sky, I love it.. I don't know.. it's just special.. I love sky and those greenery around. I hope this shall never perish.  Even when I die..
And this home.. the place where I grew up a tons of memories and moments which I can't sadly recall anymore.. but I love my home. Home is heaven.. 😇🙏🏻 thanks to almighty that I've this amazing parents and family although they are not the kind I wanted but still they are amazing and caring.. and sorry that sometimes I'm a assholes so I don't realise how amazing they are.. and how grateful I should be.  And this people in my home.. my parents and brother, granma, relatives with who I made tons of memories they are a part of my life.. if it without them, I wouldn't have been nothing, thankful to them, they made Anagha who I'm now.. she got her own worries but that's okay, it's part of life, and that's how life works..  and it proves our strength and warriorism about how we overcome it.. remember you dont have to prove to anyone your worth, you're who you're.. 😘 you're not a attention seeker.. I'm valuable and its who I'm..  🤘😂 people who are meant to be will always there for you, no need to attract anyone.. 
And my career, thank you almighty, I love that I'm where I dreamt to be. I love being a doctor. Its was my dream for which I worked for and now it's my reality..  I will try my best to study my portions and becoming a good empathetic doctor..
And I will grow into a amazing strong independent women with goal and purpose.. who chases her goals and see her inner worth instead of comparing to the bullshits toxic people create around her..  and someday she will meet her worthy man too.. 
remember this girl? That little Anagha?😘😂😂 yea she promised her that one day she will make it so big. So do it for her..

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