What is love, if they don't talk and Express their feelings.. instead they live in a fictional world.. love isn't just about living together, I agree they try to give love but they don't know what it is . Love isn't just about doing all chores for me or cooking favorite foods, or buying things for me.. , there's something more... a emotional connection, to hear me..  like every family out there.. this people doesn't even tried. Due to my parents broken family life and unfriendly behavior, constant quarrelling, Narcissistic  behavior of my father.. emotionally drained and unstable mom and also due to the judgemental people I faced in my life says a lot about why I'm this way.. and why i have low self esteem, and why i feel everything too deep. It's just hard, but I know, I'm there for me no matter what, whoever give up on me. I wouldn't. All I have is me. I love me for the women I'm becoming, it took a lot of pain and healing..

I got my goals and dreams. I will strive to achieve those and nothing comes in between.