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ruining habits of mine..

1. Over analyzing every silly things
2. replaying all scenarios
3. social media checking
4. meaningless assumptions
5. holding on to irrational beliefs which once i had, still holding on to it.
6. caring too much about everyone thinks pf me and in a false assumption that everyone is thinking of me and people dislike me
7. point out all little mistakes i ever did and and actually blind to appreciate all my good qualities i posses and how far i have reached in life
8. insecuries and old me, thats bot me, stop holding on to that, we all grow up from mistakes nobody is perfect, stop judging urself too much. u did ur best, but u can do better
9 .know who who will be there for u at the end of the end, that is my family who genuinely love and care for me and realise are u really thinking about them or r u wasting ur time over thinking about some cunts like my fucking toxic colleagues or high school cunts or  some cunt relatives, they all doesnt deserves my valubale time to be wasted upon them, i should rather use that time for something productive which will make me closer to my goals
10. dont show that victim mentality, be brave, find the ways to tackle the problems, dont just sit here and waste away, then whats he difference between u and them?
11. know ur priorities, know when to stop and where to stop
12. show some self respect, dont degrade your yourself, its not that ur pretendius, ur compeletly showing inferior complex...but for what, u worth as much more than anyone sometimes maybe more than them so just keep ur head always high, know ur worth :)))))
its okay to respect urself, because u actually earned it, so just show some respect to ursef,
know where to show attitude and where to show humility, show where to show love, i.e tomy family anf where to say no and avoid i.e to my toxic friends

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