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life really flies in a blink of eyes! thank you life or something out there.

Make sure you live your life!

Well all I can say is!! I'm grateful and happy to be where I'm 🙃, life isn't a clean plate, only tough times do make you stronger. I'm glad whatever it really taught me. Truly grateful for everything. 
For pushing me, for helping me ,. For holding me together at the toughest times. Even those were all leading point, only because of it, I was able to grow.
And my most important important people, my dad and mom who did everything for I'm now. There are things I may not align with them, but truly they are great and especially my dad these days doing soo soo much, that kind of true love, I don't know anyone could find it anywhere else. 
Truly for early half of our life truly our love of the life is our parents..
This fucking six months of my life was truly rejuvenating. Went through different phases, all it brought stability to my life. 
I mean this last one year was the breakthrough. Tho last six years was all cumulative experiences helping grow. If it wasn't for the tough times and the surface low moments I wouldn't have been able to grow. 
See it's not like it's all figured out now or perfect but truly I can say it with all honesty that I'm happier and content and confident. Well 

I'm glad whatever life threw at me, more like she was being kind. Despite those times coming through she held me through....

Truly truly grateful. And the people who helped in those difficult times. Thank you. I mean it's a point in life. I'm grateful but I'm sorry to some, I don't love there anymore. Not because you are bad. But i had to shed those layers and memories.
And such is life right, at different growing times we have to shed different layers of past so that you can become new you.
Also i remembering bjorn for all the mails and staying by my side when I was so weak. 😊
And to my best people, moluz, thrayambaka. 
I'll swear any moment that I had the best moments with sreya and i truly miss her. 

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