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5:49pm here, well yesterday I was staying over at molus, it was great to reconnect with her and shomma, I'll miss them when i actually leave here... Though i might seem like an asshole I value these kinds of moments, maybe when we are alive we need to value these kinds of relationships. Not that people are against me..I need to embrace people who were there for me...

Well from my past, I miss samru, i wonder what he's upto.  Probably married lol, and two kids already 😂🥲. Good for him. 
I miss bk and the chitchat of jeni. Sorry da. I know it's been a lot of shit but these people, and Anju, Indu, all these people were so important for me. :)

But last two years were a lot of bs tbh, well i appreciate new people I've definitely, juniya, lavanaya, doesn't mean I will forget people who were so important to me once. I miss them.. 
We had so many beautiful memories together! 
But now it's not my time to worry about it :)
Work hard so finally you can happily call them back.. 

Most importantly this year made me value my dad and mom, for the first time I started to think for them :) 
My beautiful princesses. Thank you cuties for being so nice to me. You guys are great. Sorry about my stupid modo swings 
I'm trying to be a better daughter :) i love you daddy.. 
Your little girl :)

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